In my dreams, I'm laughing and smiling. There is no sadness to be found. My heart is intact and not in pieces on the floor. In my dreams, I don't cry myself to sleep at night.
In my dreams, I'm happy.
In my dreams, he still loves me.
In my dreams, we live happily ever after...
And for a split second in that state between dreaming and waking, I believe my dreams are coming true.
And then I wake up.
And now I know, that not all dreams come true.
Some dreams do come true right before they turn into nightmares.
ReplyDeleteAnd some nightmares heal with time and turn into good dreams.
ReplyDelete(Yes, Mika and I are like a devil and angel, always fighting over who's perception is right. lol)
I don't see it as the two of you fighting. I see it as very good friends doing their best to help me deal with and get through the rough times in my life.
ReplyDeleteI love you both for it. Brings tears of happiness to my eyes to know that I have amazing people like you guys in my life that are trying to help me heal. <3
This would probably be touching if it weren't for the fact that you were lying through your fucking teeth. Charles was the best thing that ever happened to you and you don't even care that you lost him to your endless bullshit. Just another fake ass nigger desperate for the attention daddy never gave. Gonna be laughing when you wake up and see your hypocrisy for what it really is cause everybody else will see it too. And no amount of lying will dig you out of that grave you dug yourself then.
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